Thursday, January 5, 2012

Is it weird that I am repulsed by ual activity?

I am 17, I like guys, but I can't stand doing anything. I don't get any pleasure out of kissing repulses me I think it is disgusting and I find worse and I don't want anyone me. I know I am not gay, but I mean I have litterally turned down a guy because all I felt comfortable with was kissing and he wanted more. But seriously I hate kissing, I have like my boyfriends perfectly well but got nothing out of kissing, I only kissed them mainly because they liked it and I needed someway physical way to show him I care. So far the boy department hasn't gone over so well. But probably too much info I masturbate fairly frequently and enjoy it but the idea of someone touching me down their just ugg. I mean I have always felt this way. I mean I havn't been brainwashed by my parents they have told me is completly normal but that to wait till I am married and out of school. HELP WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? I probably sound rather imature but that is not me at all, just taking a guess maybe its because I don't hang around with people my age very much, I have friends (female) but they are in their 40's and basicaly we have a don't ask don't tell policy about our lives. ANy help?

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