I been thinking allot about being narcissistic?

I might have a touch of that because while I was thinking about thinking I was thinking about myself and I think I think to much whats going on with my self and not to much whats going on in the outside of the world ,but then again I have become my own sycloigist my own best friend and I'm fighting what is reality right now who's who in the who game is driving me kookoo